Face to face with myself

There some interesting television programs where people get to live together for a purpose. Most of their lives are on camera. What is most interesting is when they get into fights; do not agree with each other and the making of friends, enemies and clicks that compete with each other.

Here at the beach project, we are like those people on the shows but not exactly. It is not a survival program where some people give up at some point or the other.

Everyone is a winner from the start and will be one at the end, hence no need for drama. The victory is not less thrilling because some people did not fail so others could win. This is a point but it is not my main point for now.

At this instant, even with others all around, I stand face to face with myself and as I told a friend, I come in contact with those aspects of me that I can avoid when I have other things going on. That is not an easy thing for me; coming in touch with aspects of ineffectuality and speculation.

I'm I a winner?